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……越过昨天的今天……

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哪里才是终点?什么才是重点?明天会更好的...

遗忘的角落

 
大半年没来这个被我遗忘的角落了,
翻看过去的心情,回忆从前...
时间过得太快,早已人是全非...
 
遗忘的角落往往是最珍贵的回忆...
如同用力擦拭的一切,其实早已深刻心中~
曾经我说我会好好的,一直好好的...
如今我很好...
曾经我说我会笑,一直一直地笑...
如今我不会让人看见我的苦涩...
 
明天的我,会更好吗?
我会好好的....
 
 

听说爱情回来过

 
昨天无意间听见了这首"听说爱情回来过"...
多年前就喜欢的一首歌...
不知道为什么,特别喜欢JOLIN唱得这个版本...
看见她为这首歌而写的那篇日记,
突然很想哭...
有很多感想,却一句也没有留~
 
 
 

深夜

 
真的很久,很久没有更新了...
打了几个小时的电话,说了一堆有的没的...
不知道为什么会突然聊到一些话题,
也不知道为什么一个原本简单的电话
会聊得这么久,会聊得那么多`
到头来,突然睡不着了...
 
电话的内容,不禁让人感慨过往的种种...
一些已被收拾的记忆...
突如其来的感伤,压得让人喘不过气来...
酸痛的眼睛,却不是因为深夜的来临...
 
无奈叹息,
隐隐作痛,
即刻,一切……
就被一份突来的冷漠湮没...
一切是这样的顺其自然...
如此地恰到好处...
 
原来一切都是如此地刚刚好!
 
 
 
 

天那```

 
天那....
今年似乎真的很倒霉....
没什么事情顺利过....
从大事到小事.....
太烦了....
 
总会有不一定的状况发生,
就像一颗颗定时炸弹~
或许过去的我让自己过得太舒坦了...
现在才会这么多麻烦!!!
 
天那...神那...救救我吧...
 
 

糊涂了

 
                                       如果一早我就出现的话...
                                          一切都会不一样的...
                                                沉默....
                                     
                                      一段对话,情绪可以有几种..
                                       有时候连自己都糊涂了~
                                          不想深究,不想熟虑 ~
                                 
                                 常常面对一些事情,会突然不知道如何反应,
                                       ··大脑呈现麻木、空白状态··
                                         不过我还是会笑,,一直笑笑地~
 
                                                           

V&D

 
                                                            如果有一天,
                                                                你发现一切不过是在敷衍...
                                                                       你应该难过吗???
                                                                                不!
                                                                你应该耸耸肩,一笑而过……
                                                                没有人愿意给自己一个理由,
                                                               一个让自己走进死胡同的理由~
 
                                                                 人们常常说:“人是会变的”
                                                            是啊`不过变好还是变坏就不知道了……
                                                                  看着身边正在上演的不同剧本,
                                                                  有的只有无限的感慨与无奈了~
                                                                              呵呵……
 
 
 
                                                             
                                                              
                

累死了

 
                                                         
                                                     最近似乎比较倒霉,
                                           前几天,一早就和小胖去大使馆延期护照...
                                                       结果谁知道....
                                                           哎....
                                          大使馆因为中国在国庆放假,所以没开门!!!
                                           更可爱的是我们居然可以在海牙玩了三天,
                                       手机里的N个未接来电……最后更是直接关机了~哈~
                                                 害得小潘又以为我们失踪了~
                                                           嘎嘎……
                                         恩``这两天得在家里好好睡个觉,静养两天了……
                                                                                                     
 
 
 
 
 
 

没安全感

 
                                                                 天那...
                                                    最近是怎么了,完全没安全感!!!
                                         半夜关窗,居然看见对面房顶站着个变态做着怪异的行为!!!
                                                         吓得我整夜不敢睡觉~
                                         接着白天上街,一个变态居然在擦身而过的时候突然抓我手...
                                                   吓得我大叫,他居然还对着我怪笑!!!
                                                           !~~~
                                                       谁能告诉我这到底是怎么了?
                                                          根本没得安全感嘛!!!
                                                          突然好想爸爸妈妈~
                                           昨天半夜睡不着打回家,还不敢和妈妈说看到变态,
                                                      只好跟妈妈说很早睡所以就醒了```
                                                                天那!!!
                                                         为什么恐惧在蔓延~
                                                      谁能让这一切恢复正常呢?
 
 
 
                          
   

以后

 
                                         曾经以为自己做不到... 一直以为自己做不到...
                                                   可是当下定决心的时候,就一定要做到了....
                                                          我会好好的...一直好好的...
 
                                                                22岁的生日刚过,
                                                      我就决定要结束22岁前的那个自己....
                                                                    <重新开始>
                                                      ...我要改掉坏脾气,也要改掉懒惰...
                                                      ...我要努力的生活,也要努力的忘记...
                                                      ...我会开心地笑,也会认真地活....
                                          ...我会做到今天我说的一切,也会忘记我昨天记忆的一切...
                                                         
     
                                                  
                                                 
                                         
                                        

为什么

 
 
                                         越来越发现自己很别扭,极度情绪化...
                               就好象是一种病态般地时常出现.....
                                       为什么会这样???
                                  我也不知道,也不想知道...
 
                          一晚上没睡,顶着一个迷糊的脑袋坐在电脑前...
                                     思绪紊乱,言语古怪
                                虽然不想,可还是弄得大家不开心...
                                         极其莫名地~
                               我说我心情不好,你说我在找借口...
                                可是,没睡觉+心情不好=闹别扭
                                    想想自己好象是有错...
                                晚上,手指还很倒霉地被烫肿了~
                                      真的是极其郁闷啊
 
                                      不过,无论如何...
                                今天这个日子,应该要快乐的...
                                    恩~一定要快乐哈~~
                               
                               
                           
 
             
 
 
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